Be still, my soul

Without the opportunity of Lenten services I seek to find a way to ponder and reflect during this somber time of the church year.  The extent of my own sins at the forefront I hit the rain dampened roads to walk and pray.  Concentrating today on the words of this hymn.  ( In part thanks to Koine' for their beautiful recording of it and to my husband who bought me an ipod !)

"Be still, my soul; The Lord is on your side;  Bear patiently the cross of grief and pain;
Leave to your God to order and provide; In every change he faithful will remain.
Be still, my soul; your best, your heavenly friend.  Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end."

The imagery provided here in Malawi becomes an unexpected blessing.  In particular this worn down section littered with trash along my way strikes me as I ponder my own path in life.

 

 

 So often the way is not smooth or clear and I slip and this unsteadiness causes me to fall.  The litter seems so disgusting but reminds me of this sin sick world.  And my own sins.  Why can't we clean it up?  Lord - help us all along the way.

"Be still, my soul; your God will undertake.  To guide the future as he has the past. 
Your hope, your confidence, let nothing shake; All now mysterious shall be bright at last.
Be still, my soul; the waves and winds still know.  His voice who ruled them while he lived below."

Just ahead of this difficult road I see the foundation of a home - not yet completed.  I think, " Lord, you aren't finished with us yet....You aren't finished with me yet."  And further in the distance a glorious mountain view - oh how I would love the energy to run and run until I reach the top with its fresh air and feel of Victory!

 

 I pick up the pace and trust in HIM.  Nothing is impossible with God and nothing can take me away from Christ Jesus my Saviour from sin. There are reminders all around us.  My feet are steady now and I continue down the path.